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Jun   8,  F - I called the NICU to check on Jennifer, her nurse (Alice) said that she seemed fine, and that she had been on her stomach all evening and night.  Jo and I got ready for our 2:00 PM meeting with Mr. Beebe of Ohio Bell.  We went to go see Jennifer first.  One of the other mothers (STEFANIC) met us on her way out, and said that our babies had been both moved to room #2.  Outside the NICU door, one of the nurses also told us that Jennifer had been moved.  When we got to room #2, Jennifer was laying on her back again - she has never done well on her back, and I wanted to ask why she was that way again.  Even though both Dr. King and Dr. Barrett were there in the NICU, neither had time to come over to talk to us.  We did not know when, if ever, they planned to feed Jennifer again orally, We did not know what had changed in Jennifer's condition that she was able to be transferred from the most critical room #1 to room #2 - especially since she almost died yesterday.

We asked the nurse to let us hear how the heart monitor alarm sounded, because we were very concerned that yesterday's episode might recur.  The nurse said not to worry, but she did let us hear the alarm. Jo holding Jennifer.  Jennifer seemed very congested, but they said that it was not time for her to be suctioned again.  Jo asked to hold Jennifer.  Jo sat in a rocker next to the isolette.  The nurse placed Jennifer in Jo's lap to hold.  I pushed the rocker back and forth while humming a lullaby - hush a by and good night.  I don't know why I did that - I had never hummed a lullaby to Jennifer before.  A nurse came by to take a blood sample from Jennifer.  Jennifer's regular nurse placed her back into the isolette, and the other nurse pricked Jennifer's heel in order to get a blood sample.  Jennifer let out a barely audible muffled cry.  It sounded as if something was blocking the sound.  She then started to turn blue, and the heart monitor's alarm went off - although it showed a reading in the 50s.

I called Jennifer's regular nurse right away, although she was probably on her way anyway in response to the alarm - she had been attending to another baby.  The nurse put the oxygen cup to Jennifer's nose, but it was to no avail.  I noticed the respiration monitor - it showed that her lungs had not stopped, but rather she was not getting any air.  Jennifer's eyes started to roll to the back of her head.  Almost an exact repeat of yesterday morning. I asked that the nurse call for a doctor.  She did so, and a Dr. Fulroth responded.  We were asked to leave and go to the waiting room.  Jo was very upset, and so was I.
 



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